It Is Worth It

Well, I gotta say I can't ever remember being this sick or tired. I am constantly nauseous, very weak stomach, and if I am able to eat anything I usually throw most of it up. I am not sure if you are more sick the more times you are preggers, but it sure seems that way. Its been hard to give into the cravings just to know it will go to waste. But its super good at the time.
And the sleeping...I feel so different. I usually can live off 4 or 5 hours sleep. Not anymore. I have to get at least 8 hours and a nap. If I don't, I drag all day long. Its so unlike me but I guess its nice I have been lucky enough to stick with that schedule.
Though its very hard at times and I don't think I'll make it, I push through because I know the very best gift is at the end of all this. It really is worth everything to be able to hold a new, sweet, little one. Now if my appointment would just hurry up and get here. I cannot wait to tell people, especially my family. I have been able to keep the secret from everyone except my hubby, Rhett, my very close 4 friends (who I am with all the time and would get suspicious with all my sickness), and Mandee. We are pretty close and she is preggers too. I love to be able to talk with someone else about my experiences. So I guess the next update will be in a couple days after my appointment. I am praying for great and healthy news....

B-B-Q on Labor Day...4 Weeks along